Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light

I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
The risk that I’m takin’
I’m never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

At 2.49 in the mornin'

This heart is begin to learn how to beat again without the pain.
And I should said "thanx so much" to that person whom taught me that love
isn't about ownership at all and by that
loving somebody and not get him could give off the expectations.
Expectations that have no place when it comes to loving and being in a relationship~

I learn bout this things:
When time comes for u to give ur heart to someone,
make sure u select someone who will never break ur heart,
coz broken hearts has never spare parts.

Birthday Boy

Although I'm not a good sis but at least I remember your birthday,bro.

But since I'm not working yet, so I don't have present for you hehehe..

Bro, you need to wait 2 years from now and when the moments come then you can claim your present lol.. hehe.. I'll promise (",) no cross finger this hehehe..

Today is your day

and you're wished the best,

I hope u celebrate it

with a lot of zest.

For today is ur birthday

I wish for u the best of birthdays,

the best one ever.

May each birthday be better than the last.

Most of all

I hope u will always be happy.

So lets the drums roll and horns toot

now make a wish

for a lot of loot.

Just for fun..

This video only for fun. I got it from my lil cuzy and just want to share with you all.
Hope you all like it and enjoy watching.

My Answer

IF there is 3 wells: LOVE, CREAVITY, BEAUTY and u could only drink one of them, which one would u choose?
i choose friendship..

Do u wish on stars?
if can make my dreams come true..

Would u kill someone?
i won't..

When did u last cry?
i wish i can tell it..

What Tv show or movie title best describe ur life and the people in it?
hmmm.. wish they make one that suit for me..

Do u like ur handwriting?
sometimes..

Who are u jealous of?
hmmmmm.. let me think first..

What is ur 1st priority in ur life?
of cos' my f&f.. family & friend..

Do u have any habits?
eat ice cubes.. hehehehe can't change Lol..

IF u were another person, would u be friends with u?
hahaha..of cos'.. mysterious girl..

Are u daredevil?
am i? hehehe..

Have u ever told a secret that u swore u wouldn't repeat?
secret means secret Lol..

Do looks matter?
for what?? maybe.. hahaha..

Do u pray?
of cos'..

Have u ever met anyone famous?
hahahaha.. maybe YES maybe NO..

Do u think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
woW!!! NEVER..

What do u do to vent anger?
listen to the music and sleep ..

Are u passive or aggressive?
depends ..

Do u trust others easily?
NO.. especially ***

What ur favorite toy as a child?
can't remember at all ..

Do u like sappy love song?
dunno..

Do u keep a diary?
it's blogging like a diary?..

Have u ever intentionally hurt another person?
i wish i'm never ..

Do u always wear a seat belt?
i hate it but i need follow the rule ..

Do u drink milk?
uwweekkss!! can u change it to honey?..

What time is it?
12.17 am ..

What word do u use when u think something good?
can i have it?..

Face the reality

Should I leave or stay beside that person?
Hmmm~
If I follow what my heart saying; I choose to stay but if I follow my mind; I'm leaving..

It's not hard to make a decision if I look the reality. But I guess, I still hope that there is a magic between us. And I need to admit that I still dreaming here.
Wish that I could wake up from this fantasy and face the reality with open heart, even it's hurt.
But I'm scared to get up and lose that person.

I hide the tears, but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one understand.
How I wish so much that I never met you, so I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you then I wouldn't miss you.
But the fact is I did it.. I already met you and slowly like you.. Gosh~
If I could turn back time. I wish I can turn to the year 2005.. then my life would be much simpler.

Unduk Ngadau 2009

Well as you all know, yesterday was Kaamatan at KDCA. And like previous year, I went to KDCA with my cuzzy to watched the Unduk Ngadau.

As I expected before, the winner of UN '09 goes to Miss Appey Rowena who is representing Papar followed by Miss Pearl representing KK and 3rd placed goes to Penampang, Miss Kimberley.
4th placed goes to Tamparuli and the 5th goes to Keningau. While the Miss Popular Digi goes to Matunggong.

I don't have the photo but I'm glad to give this link where you can see the pic of the beauty queen.
Here you are www.undukngadau.com
And here you all can get more info cos' the website owner Mr Benny Liew is a good blogger and photographer..

Jackpot Q

What will you do if you fall in love? Hahaha... Jackpot Q for you guys to answer and also to me..
Hmmm~ Let me think what will i do if i fall in love.
Hahahaha!! I can't think lol.

Guess that I'm not fall in love yet *wink* It is true??? Hmm..
The truth is... I will running away from him. Hahahaha!! That's the real me.
Like my situation now.. Hmmm.. now?? Hahahaha!! Actually not now lar...

I think I just like him, but people around me said that I fall in love with him. Then, when they already said like that so I decide to run away from him. Not bad yar hehehe~
***Maybe cos' I'm afraid to loss him..
But, somehow I did missed him hehe~ My friends said that I'm too ego to admit what my heart saying. That's why til now I'm stay single hahaha.. still young what!!

For sure, he never disappear from my life cos whenever I think bout him, he will appear in front of me (is that what we call chemistry??).
I'm totally sad,he is not meant to me. He meant for others. And I know he confused between me and that person. So, I'm helping him by running away so he will not dizzy + giddy + confused..
Guys.. it's totally pain when you love someone but cannot be with him. And what can you do is watching him from far. Too pain,right? I assumed that I met a wrong person even you can say it's all my fault cos' let him go.

P/s: Will he come back? Will he stop and looking at me? Will he choose me? Will he?????