decision

one of my friend will getting married this year..

probably on December..

and she asked me if i can be her 

bridesmaid..

and i don't know what to say to her..

still not gave her answer yet..

i know the post actually goes to her late sis but god love her more..

God bless her late sis.Amen.

Ode to all

keep the one who's keeping us..

let go the one who's letting us go..

cos' everything happens for a reason..

and if something happens not according to our wishes, don't moan..

adjust and move on!

Worried

As my post titled above, I am worried right now.

Really and really worried.

What can I do for now is pray, pray and pray.

Hope nothing bad happen to him.

Yes! I am worried bout Mr.Bf since I got his msg this morning.

He told me he went fishing. When I try to call back the hp already off.

Why must fishing? I'm not mad bout his hobby but u know..

Since tsunami attacked Japan and all peoples around the world warned by this disaster..

He still choose to do fishing in this weekend.

God, please protect him wherever he goes. Amen

Just the way I am

No matter how ugly I am or how everyone else around me look better than I am, there's always be that one special guy that loves me because I'm not like everyone else.. 

Thank U, Mr.Bf for accepting me for who I am

--> I am blessed to know U ^^

I said ....

You may not be his/her first, last or the only. 

But, if he/she loves you now, what else matters??

That's what I felt for now.

He's not perfect and me either, and the two of us may never be perfect together

but 

if he can make me laugh, cause me to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, why do I want to let this person go from my life??

I know, he may not be thinking about me every second of the day

but

calling me before he off to work and let me know when he safely reach home are enough.

So, I promised to myself 

not to hurt him (i'll try my best^^)

not to change him (except his bad habits :P)

not to analyze and not to expect more than he can give.

Readers out there, laughter will be best medicine, silent will always be the best revenge and LOVE will always  be all we need^^