sometimes

sometimes 

I just feel everything and nothing all at once

sometimes

I find myself smiling while missing something at the same time

sometimes

I love and hate at the time

and now I realize

life is no guarantees

except the smile --> brighten our face

except the laugh --> enhance our eyes

except falling in love --> change our life 

(",)

Missing badly

this is how our relationship

and this is my feeling right now

i am sure that i really miss you

and

i feel like to cry whenever 

the feeling of missing is killing me softly :(

Romantic story

the most romantic story ever not Romeo and Juliet

died together

but

my grandpa and grandma grew old together

miss u kukung and popo... mmuuuuaaxxx

Time machines

we all have our time machines

some take us back

and they called it memories

some take us forward

and they call it 

dreams

i miss all the sweet memories

and now 

i'm looking forward to achieve my dreams (",)

decision

one of my friend will getting married this year..

probably on December..

and she asked me if i can be her 

bridesmaid..

and i don't know what to say to her..

still not gave her answer yet..

i know the post actually goes to her late sis but god love her more..

God bless her late sis.Amen.

Ode to all

keep the one who's keeping us..

let go the one who's letting us go..

cos' everything happens for a reason..

and if something happens not according to our wishes, don't moan..

adjust and move on!

Worried

As my post titled above, I am worried right now.

Really and really worried.

What can I do for now is pray, pray and pray.

Hope nothing bad happen to him.

Yes! I am worried bout Mr.Bf since I got his msg this morning.

He told me he went fishing. When I try to call back the hp already off.

Why must fishing? I'm not mad bout his hobby but u know..

Since tsunami attacked Japan and all peoples around the world warned by this disaster..

He still choose to do fishing in this weekend.

God, please protect him wherever he goes. Amen