readin' mode (^_^)

today i went to library to borrow a book
hahaha~
novels actually~

and in my room now,
i got 8 novels that i need to finish it before
i fly back to college
hehe~

this mornin' when i woke up i
got a called from d hehe~
he escaped from his work just
to call me (^_^)
miss ya'

at noon i went to seek a doc
haiyaaaa~ i was asked to be a vegetarian
huhu~
my sinus gettin worst i thought:(

now!!
just take my medicine
yarks!! really don't like it~
make me sssooooo sleepy after take it

Yeeeppiiieee~

holla~
mmm.. where should i start?
mornin'?
ok!

mornin' activity: went to church as usual
not many peoples attended the mass
maybe they still in xmas mode or kogutan hahaha~

noon: went to xmas open house at iatc with my aunt

evenin': sleep~
yay! hahaha~
i woke up when i heard ryan called my name

just 10 mins ago: i got a called
from my d~
that's why i'm sooooo happy now hehe~
d, miss u so much (",)
he called and told me that tomorrow night
he'll goin home~
yay!!!

*santa, do you hear my wish???
~thanxxxxx ssooooo much~
mmmuuuuuaaaxxx
xoxo

the reason

i'm not feeling well today
my nose and my eyes sooo damn itchy~! huhu~
do i have sinusitis?????
gosh~
i don't want it wuuuuaaahhhh!!!
i need to see ENT lar dis~soon i guess huhu~
before i'm goin back to college,perhaps~

my 2nd reason i'm not feeling well is.....
i miss my d~huhu...
wei, u know i really need u now uhuk uhuk~

my 3rd reason is...
my holiday will last huhu~
i don't want to go back wuuuuaaaahhhh!!
i hate but at the same time like KL oooo~
especially: shoppin' mall hehe~(",)

hey!hey!hey!
almost 3 months i didn't post here..
sori darl~
i promise to myself that i'll bloggin' everyday haha (sbb my lappy da bgs muahaha~)
thanx to my cuzy,melFord (",)

today is 24th, meanin' to say it was xmas eve hehe~


25th plan~
mornin', will attend mass at st simon..
noon, party at abg's house ~potluck and also BBQ tym~
wow weeeeee x sbr maw kmpul wif d family hehe..
1st time my bro rio pnya gf join us (rite,sis??? (",))
blast xmas!!!
i'm happy i'll celebrate my xmas and new year at my hometown
but a lil bit sad cos my d is not around huhu..
pity to me huhuhu~
hopefully next year u will be around muaaaaaxxxx
YAY!!
hahaha~

change

yeah~
lastly this layout heart me~
ladylike theme hehe (^_^)
after doin' half hour journey,i make final decision to choose this new layout for my blog~
congratz,girl (",)

cuti raya!!!
yeah~ me and bestie gal hang out at her uncle's house..
relax with the new envi..
others thought we went back haha~
sukanya kenakan org hehe~ jajal gurl (^_^)

fb'ing???
haha~ of cos' lar...
addict to sit in front my lappy~
asgmt?? hehe~
still not finish yet~
lazylicious conQuer myself wwwuuuuaaahh..

(9_9)

it's been a week i didn't take a look my blog huhu~
i'm quite lazy recently so i do take a short break to refill my energy..(^_^)

as i post before i did went holiday trip to LWoT with my bestfriends..
we all really spent our time there huhu~
really miss that moment! Lol!!
wish that we got extra money and plan another trip..

what a hectic week!!
now and this moment i'm blogging at JB..
due to our midterm break,me and my friends decide to go here
to find a house
for our 'home sweet home'
due to our
practical placing soon this end of sept..
luckily we found one *phewww*

asgmt????
yeah~ i didn't touch yet my asgmt
even once huhu~
what a lazy lad i am (9_9)
the dateline just around the corner
and i still pretend
there is a long gap to send it huhu~

i'm addicted with fb!! hoho~
i can sit and play d fb games 24/7
without noticed my around..
damn me!!!
what a world i live in?????
please help me out from this world..
if not,i won't finish my asgmt.......

uhuhuhu~

fasting month???
why i said so,cos' right now i'm kept on budget for myself huhu~
lgpun,mmg bulan puasa kan skrg..
better i dietin' my pocket hehe~
amik kesempatan haha~Lol!!

my midterm break plan!!
hmm~ holiday at LWoT with my best buddies eva of cos hehe~
the plan is~ 3 days 2 nite
celebrating merdeka there i guess hoho~
aFter that, will go JB
the fix place of cos' at Tangkak and Batu Pahat..
this is not my plan.. but i hope i will like it hehe~
AND
of cos' the whole week i'm busy with traveling
haha!! LOVE traveling..

my semester break plan!!
LoL!! too early for plannin' actually
but i really2 like to go visit this place..
Yeah!! Pulau Pangkor~
i will come to visit Uuuuu...
haha~

Once again...

again!! it hurts me once again..
i thought i can manage this time but it's became more worst than the 1st tried...
damn!! i need to agree that the MESIN JAHIT is soooo jahat with me...
poor me!!! uhuk!uhuk!uhuk!

why me???
the Q keep on bugging in my head..
am i so stupid??
gosh!! maybe...
cryin' is not the ans but what else i can do, i need to pour it out..
even it's shameful but whatsoever
i'm just done it huhu..

and now i feel better
no words
but only self motivation
thanx to the positive minds

p/s: need to learn stress management!!

Weirdo..

i felt guilty right now and actually i know well what the reason are..
but i don't want to make it more complicated so i decided not to look into it again..
*pheww~* the feeling of this guilty is too much, and i dunno why i've had to faced all this things..
it's just a joke i guess but the words is sound sarcasm to me..
oFF topic again!! cos' it make me more guilty even i'm not supposed to be..

p/s: i'm sorry again!! i also dunno what and why this happen.. it's just weird and sudden for me actually huhu...
i hope after i wake up tomorrow mornin', this guilty feeling is gone...

Blaming myself of cos'

it was painful if u finish ur work on time but the result is not as u wish..
that is what i felt in this 2 days..
damn!! i really want it work out but i dunno what was happen to me..
in my PG class, i finished it on time but the result is not so good 'too much compression' i think huhu.. and my lecturer said it might hurt my patient,and he ask me to do once again in my next practical class..
i wish i can blame the mesin jahit but i need to admit i REALLY dunno how to use mesin jahit LoL!! (i prefer guna tangan hehe...)
i'm not really worried if i dunno how to do the PG cos' my surgical clinical is next sem but i'm worried bout my orthopedic clinical that i will face this coming september...
the fact is my splint also not like splint at all.. GOSH!! what will happen to me???
how i wish i can have a good therapist by myside during making the splint... (confirm kena ketuk kepala!! *toink*toink)
as i looked at my 1st splint at my table,damn!! it was terrible even my lect said it was good but i still not satisfied on it.. mati lar,splint is more important in orthopedic...
oFF topic bout PG and splint cos' it make me sick huhu!!

my ortho clinical will be start this coming september,after the raya and so far we had only 1 class with the specialist in ortho ( most of his class cancelled cos' he has important cases and his priority of cos' his patient) huhu... but honestly it was a boring class and in 2 hour we need to listen all about bones,muscles and so on... huhu..
but i love the neuro class cos' the doctor explained it in details and i don't need to ask Q haha..
plus the doc is gila2 with us *wink*wink*

Basic Rights

• the right to express my feelings ( It MUST be done!!)
  
• the right to express my opinions or beliefs ( It SHOULD be done!!)
  
• the right to say "YES/NO" for myself of cos' ( I LIKE to do it !!)
  
• right to change my mind (so darl, don't blame me if i change my mind hehe..) ~ *wink* (I LIKE!!)
  
• right to say "I don't understand" ( I SHOULD say this!!)
  
• right to be myself, not acting for the benefits or others ( It MUST be!!)
  
• the right to decline responsibility for other people's problems ( I LIKE!!)
  
• the right to make reasonable reQuests of others ( I SHOULD give reason!!)
  
• the right to set my own priorities ( I MUST,SHOULD and LIKE to do!!)
  
• the right to be LISTENED to, and taken SERIOUSLY (darl!! i'm human being okay!!) ~ *wink* ( i really2 love this one and it MUST,SHOULD and LIKE to do it)
  

I need to treat myself better than others so I should follow this 10 eQuality and basic rights..
Hope I can do it.. Jia You!! Jia You!! (",)

Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light

I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
The risk that I’m takin’
I’m never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

At 2.49 in the mornin'

This heart is begin to learn how to beat again without the pain.
And I should said "thanx so much" to that person whom taught me that love
isn't about ownership at all and by that
loving somebody and not get him could give off the expectations.
Expectations that have no place when it comes to loving and being in a relationship~

I learn bout this things:
When time comes for u to give ur heart to someone,
make sure u select someone who will never break ur heart,
coz broken hearts has never spare parts.

Birthday Boy

Although I'm not a good sis but at least I remember your birthday,bro.

But since I'm not working yet, so I don't have present for you hehehe..

Bro, you need to wait 2 years from now and when the moments come then you can claim your present lol.. hehe.. I'll promise (",) no cross finger this hehehe..

Today is your day

and you're wished the best,

I hope u celebrate it

with a lot of zest.

For today is ur birthday

I wish for u the best of birthdays,

the best one ever.

May each birthday be better than the last.

Most of all

I hope u will always be happy.

So lets the drums roll and horns toot

now make a wish

for a lot of loot.

Just for fun..

This video only for fun. I got it from my lil cuzy and just want to share with you all.
Hope you all like it and enjoy watching.

My Answer

IF there is 3 wells: LOVE, CREAVITY, BEAUTY and u could only drink one of them, which one would u choose?
i choose friendship..

Do u wish on stars?
if can make my dreams come true..

Would u kill someone?
i won't..

When did u last cry?
i wish i can tell it..

What Tv show or movie title best describe ur life and the people in it?
hmmm.. wish they make one that suit for me..

Do u like ur handwriting?
sometimes..

Who are u jealous of?
hmmmmm.. let me think first..

What is ur 1st priority in ur life?
of cos' my f&f.. family & friend..

Do u have any habits?
eat ice cubes.. hehehehe can't change Lol..

IF u were another person, would u be friends with u?
hahaha..of cos'.. mysterious girl..

Are u daredevil?
am i? hehehe..

Have u ever told a secret that u swore u wouldn't repeat?
secret means secret Lol..

Do looks matter?
for what?? maybe.. hahaha..

Do u pray?
of cos'..

Have u ever met anyone famous?
hahahaha.. maybe YES maybe NO..

Do u think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
woW!!! NEVER..

What do u do to vent anger?
listen to the music and sleep ..

Are u passive or aggressive?
depends ..

Do u trust others easily?
NO.. especially ***

What ur favorite toy as a child?
can't remember at all ..

Do u like sappy love song?
dunno..

Do u keep a diary?
it's blogging like a diary?..

Have u ever intentionally hurt another person?
i wish i'm never ..

Do u always wear a seat belt?
i hate it but i need follow the rule ..

Do u drink milk?
uwweekkss!! can u change it to honey?..

What time is it?
12.17 am ..

What word do u use when u think something good?
can i have it?..

Face the reality

Should I leave or stay beside that person?
Hmmm~
If I follow what my heart saying; I choose to stay but if I follow my mind; I'm leaving..

It's not hard to make a decision if I look the reality. But I guess, I still hope that there is a magic between us. And I need to admit that I still dreaming here.
Wish that I could wake up from this fantasy and face the reality with open heart, even it's hurt.
But I'm scared to get up and lose that person.

I hide the tears, but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one understand.
How I wish so much that I never met you, so I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you then I wouldn't miss you.
But the fact is I did it.. I already met you and slowly like you.. Gosh~
If I could turn back time. I wish I can turn to the year 2005.. then my life would be much simpler.

Unduk Ngadau 2009

Well as you all know, yesterday was Kaamatan at KDCA. And like previous year, I went to KDCA with my cuzzy to watched the Unduk Ngadau.

As I expected before, the winner of UN '09 goes to Miss Appey Rowena who is representing Papar followed by Miss Pearl representing KK and 3rd placed goes to Penampang, Miss Kimberley.
4th placed goes to Tamparuli and the 5th goes to Keningau. While the Miss Popular Digi goes to Matunggong.

I don't have the photo but I'm glad to give this link where you can see the pic of the beauty queen.
Here you are www.undukngadau.com
And here you all can get more info cos' the website owner Mr Benny Liew is a good blogger and photographer..

Jackpot Q

What will you do if you fall in love? Hahaha... Jackpot Q for you guys to answer and also to me..
Hmmm~ Let me think what will i do if i fall in love.
Hahahaha!! I can't think lol.

Guess that I'm not fall in love yet *wink* It is true??? Hmm..
The truth is... I will running away from him. Hahahaha!! That's the real me.
Like my situation now.. Hmmm.. now?? Hahahaha!! Actually not now lar...

I think I just like him, but people around me said that I fall in love with him. Then, when they already said like that so I decide to run away from him. Not bad yar hehehe~
***Maybe cos' I'm afraid to loss him..
But, somehow I did missed him hehe~ My friends said that I'm too ego to admit what my heart saying. That's why til now I'm stay single hahaha.. still young what!!

For sure, he never disappear from my life cos whenever I think bout him, he will appear in front of me (is that what we call chemistry??).
I'm totally sad,he is not meant to me. He meant for others. And I know he confused between me and that person. So, I'm helping him by running away so he will not dizzy + giddy + confused..
Guys.. it's totally pain when you love someone but cannot be with him. And what can you do is watching him from far. Too pain,right? I assumed that I met a wrong person even you can say it's all my fault cos' let him go.

P/s: Will he come back? Will he stop and looking at me? Will he choose me? Will he?????

I follow my heart's saying

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens for a reason.

Know a good thing when you see it
and don't let it slip away.
If you get a chance
take it.
If it changes your life
let it.
Nobody said it would be easy
they just said it would be worth it.

I just love all this sentences, so I decide to post it today. Those words show what my heart wants in this moment.

Sharing to all

There are many stars but the bright are few
There are many friends but the great are few
To forget me its up to you
But to forget you
I will never do

When I'm walking in front of you, I'm protecting you
When I'm beside you, I'm there for you
When I'm behind you, I'm watching over you
When I'm alone, I'm thinking of you

P/s: Dedicate all this words to all my friends out there especially who are visiting my blog.. Thanx ya 4 being my friend..

My feeling right now... Happy + Sad =?????

Since I started to play farm town,i've been addicted with that games. Mimie!!!! Kita sama sudah hehe..addicted with that games..Gosh~
LoL~ The result is..... my blog not been update on time hehe...

Yesterday evening (since I write this on 28/o5 already) i went to CP played bowling with Scharon, Antonia, Edreena and Michelle (not my roomate k). It's been ages we didn't see each other except Scharon cos' I can meet her at KL also (itu pun if she free).
Since Scharon only got 2 weeks here,so I decided to spent my time with her cos' this weekend Ryan will go to Labuan. Cheche did bring me also but I don't felt like want to go there for this moment. Kecian lar with aunty Gene and Gaby waiting me there hehe~ But Gab,I've heard you at KL this moment??Hmmm... attend classes ar??

I got news from *** just now. I do miss *** too but I've decided not to take it seriously cos' it might hurt me again (actually it hurts me on and on). I've tried to avoid everything bout *** but I guess I'm weak..yay~ I really don't like this kind of feeling.
I wish I can turn back time and how I wish I could change everything..I really mean its... CHANGE IN EVERYTHING FROM A~Z....
How I happy yet regret I've met + know ***. How I've lucky to have bestfriend like ***
But after all, I just can't do anything unless wait,wait,wait,wait and see.
Hope that *** give up on me. So that we can move on like nothing's happen between us.
God,please show us the way~

I really2 tired now. I should stop thinking bout it again. I let you go now...
Like my lapt need to be disk clean-up and fragment..so do I.

Finally..

Yes!! Finally me at KK now and online at home hehe~
After landing at terminal 2 at 7.40pm, my cuzzy fetched me there and bring me hang out with his friends at Tg.Aru Plaza.

Imagine.. just from airport we directly hang out at there.. So tired and sleepy. But after all I can ate satay after long times didn't ate it hehe~ cian me kan???Hmmm..
And now after arrived at home, I can't sleep at all. Maybe my habit at hostel follow me here.. Haiyaa!!! I need to change everything here lol!!

Wait!!Wait!!
I forgot to mention that my family didn't know that i'm be back today.. Haha~ Surprise for them bha actually this. But neither of them pun yang terkejut except my popo lol~ Hmmm.. sepa suruh didn't tell them earlier kan??

Hey~
I miss someone right now.. wonder if that person feel the same way.. haha~ just kidding lol!!

Thanx to all my teachers

thank you teacher

for helping me

to know

the things that i should learn


thank you teacher

for help me

fulfill my potential


thank you teacher

for encouraged and leads me

whenever i have doubts


thank you teacher

for showing me

the positive effect

you have had on me and my life


thank you teacher

for opened my minds

showing me the wonders of intellect

and the miracle

of being able to think


thank you teacher

for being so nice

and kind and good


thank you teacher

for teaching me to be

a stronger, a smarter

and academically


thank you teacher

for your caring

and lots of other stuff

for all the things you gave me

i can't thank you enough


i hope it is not too late too wish all the teachers around the world "Happy Teacher's Day"
thanx for everything

Haapppyyy...!!!!

Right now I am very happy.. I really2 love this kind of feeling. Hmmm.. I'm happy cos' I've passed my exam. The result just came out this evening and i'm soooooo happy with the results. Thanx God for the miracle that you gave to me. As I mentioned before this, I'm not confident at all with my anatomy paper. But guess what? My pointer this sem much more better than last sem. Terra congratz to you... hehe...

Next sem orthopedic will wait for us. Hope I can make it and face the stress of orthopedic... Haiyaaa!!! bahang2 orthopedic terasa sudah this... Hmmmm~ don't think too much lar. Better think bout my holiday hehe..

My latest pic

with my rambo gang haha..


with chinese girls


with my cuzzy k.. not bf


sepa paling besar pipi???


tired face but still maw posing


muka tired smpai maw senyum pun mcm tpaksa


pool at Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah Golf Club

wanna go swimming but don't hv time


time melangkah masuk


on our way to golf club

Two days consicutively..

From sunday til today (11/05) I kept on busy with my unceasing shopping day. Although my leg is pain cos' last sunday early mornin' i went the Larian Bersama Bomba at Dataran Merdeka. After finished the larian, i went TS directly (i did change my baju ar.. and take my shower at toilet~gosh!!!).. and starting from 11.50am me and my friend,Laura survey the TS til my other friends coming. It's almost 2.15pm. Then, we continue walking + chit-chat + survey = girls day.. Almost 5pm then we decide to buy a things that we do budget around then Rm100.. Gosh~ only 1 day.. And we went back around 10pm hahaha...(our gate hostel almost close you know...) and for sure Laura keep on complaining us all the way going back (cos' she got later from HEP early this sem) *pity on you lar,girl. The result that night :( my whole body sakit2 huhu..

BUT today..guess what????? We went outing again!!!huhu... Tempang2 also still got spirit follow those guy shopping. Mana maw ketinggalan kan^-^. Even inside pocket only got rm30 still can survive ma hehe... thanx to all my friends.. they always support me time tengah bankrap!!

Haiyaa!! tomorrow morning WE (me and my roomate, Michele) need to wake up early. We been force to go golf club around Shah Alam there to follow those proctocol rehearsel.. Punya lar malas this!! My foot pain what!! All the anterior and posterior compartment plus the arch also pain.. It's been stretched during the larian huhu.. Ok lol!! Thats all for today cos' I got to go now (so envy watch my roomate slept huhu) tomorrow need to wake up early...
Later i update my blog with news from our dinner~^_^

Still on9

this picture i took during at the Hill

Although it's morning,I still can't sleep. Maybe cos' i'm alone here. Til now my roomate didn't msg me neither. I assumed that she might tired cos played all the outdoor games at Genting.
Hmmm...A week before my paper, i went jogged with Laura at Tension Hill. Like its name, the place for me was totally cool. I wish i got the desire to go there again hehe.. because i'm not that type of person who love to go out without reason ~ the truth are my BED had a strong attraction than other things (if my roOmate do read this,i'm sure she totally 100% agree with me).
And the facts is, i only ran just 5 or 6 rounds hehe.. most of the time i kept walked and walked take a fresh air only. My point here only to release my tension after faced a lots of problems since January and of cos to run away from the exam stress. Yup.. things become more complicated and congested. But now i totally can breathe as normal even 1 or 2 problem still not settle yet. I wish i can fly like a bird~

My boring day..

Since today I was alone bcos all my frens went to Genting, so I decided to go Bandar Baru to treat myself. But before I ended up myself in bathroom, my roomate sms me asked me not to go out today cos there is something terrible happened near our place (actually til now, I still don't really get her msg~she's only told me someone been killed) Gosh~ it's sound fearsome right? Especially me~ who always dare to go out alone hehe~
So guess what i do next?? I pretty well treat myself all day long in my bedroom!!!! Can you imagined me myself all alone here in my bedroom?? Gosh~ Only God knows how i'm totally dying bored here~ After done all my grooming,oral hygiene,toileting and sort of (i'm trying to remember ot's terms in ADL) i'm back to sleep hehe.. actually i just leaned on my bed to think whether I should go out or not ( got fren ask me out to Brickfield). Then,after 30 minutes doing whirligig on my bed, i decided to stay at my room whole day long (such a boring day!!).
I opened up my lapt then surfing (not really surfing lar cos i'm more play games hehe..) til evening haha.. imagined from morning til evening actually til night i just sit in front of my lapt.. not even went out to seek food hehe...Meaning that,I'm dieting today!!! Haha...
After tired played games, guess what i did? Watching movie. Yup!! i watched this japanese movie titled Strawberry on the Shortcakes..sound like that lar.. Quite ok lol~
And after all~ my days is so and so boring...

Today is my last paper. And i'm very dissapointed with myself cos i don't answered well at my paper yesterday. I just hope that there's a miracle so that i can pass my anatomy's paper. I tried my best to answered the Q but still, i'm not confident at my answer at all huhu...
Well.. currently now i'm still blur with myself. it's been a long time that i don't really felt this kind of feeling.. hmmm.. still don't know a.k.a blur.
Tomorrow i still don't know what to do. All my buddies going to genting to celebrate two of my frens birthday..huhu sedih this tia dpt ikut.. i want to follow also, but there's problem occur when we decide this plan.. owh shyt~
Better i go saloon and do treat myself right??? hehe.. it's been a week already i don't do such a crazy plan hehe.. busy doing my revision this.. gosh~ now it's time to take revenge muahaha...

New Year...

I celebrated my new year at KL..Sadly,me n my rumate r sick. Worstly,i've lost my 2 frens.d 1 i called as a bestfren n d other is my special fren..
N 4 d 1st tym I cried in front of my rum8.Shame on me huhu...


p/s: I really2 miss my dear baby Ryan huhu...