June 2, 2009

Face the reality

Should I leave or stay beside that person?
Hmmm~
If I follow what my heart saying; I choose to stay but if I follow my mind; I'm leaving..

It's not hard to make a decision if I look the reality. But I guess, I still hope that there is a magic between us. And I need to admit that I still dreaming here.
Wish that I could wake up from this fantasy and face the reality with open heart, even it's hurt.
But I'm scared to get up and lose that person.

I hide the tears, but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one understand.
How I wish so much that I never met you, so I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you then I wouldn't miss you.
But the fact is I did it.. I already met you and slowly like you.. Gosh~
If I could turn back time. I wish I can turn to the year 2005.. then my life would be much simpler.

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