October 23, 2010

Time Mx

Today is 23rd Oct and that's mean I still got 12 days here and minus the weekend
I would like to say here I got another 9 more days to see and to face that women face!
So happy when I count the days.
But still, I am worried because this coming Monday is my OSPE exam.
And this is my first time to take it.. huhu--> nervous tahap dewa nie
Besides my exam, I still need to face 1 more case presentation after yesterday's presentation.
I might said, yesterday presentation most ok in my case presentation since I came here.
I admit there was a lacking idea in my presentation but
I am student ok! Don't expect too much from me even I am 3rd year student.
But this is my 1st time handle with pediatric cases.
So please my dear superior..
Please understand my place!

Another things to worry is to submitting case study.
Imagine, I need to send 4 case study in 4 weeks I am here.
Meaning, every week I need to send one to my LP.
Gosh! How I want to focus with one case and understand it?
If I sent to simple, then you complained me..
If you want me to learned more, then why don't you give me time?
You only know to said "Time Management".
I know what the meaning of time management.
But did you think we got enough time to do all the stuff that you want?
  • 4 Case Study different diagnose
  • 2 Case presentation
  • 2 Group Activity Individual handling with patient more than 10 person
  • 1 adaptation tools that cannot be bought in shop
  • Report every day cases
  • OSPE
If like this then we will die first before submit all the task you want.
Every day we don't have enough rest and sleep.
Even at noon, we don't go out to take our lunch because we want to finish all stuff that you want us to finish it.
And if we came to department with the tired face, then you blame us.
We are human as yourself!
We know how the tired felt!
We are human not a robot. Even a robot also can broke if they don't have rest.
So do we!
Imagine! Every day we need to handle more than 7 kids that have behavioral problems.
Why don't you understand us? You also ever be a student like us?
Why don't you have sympathy on us?

Please God, give us strength. Guide us in proper way.
Bless us in every step that we go. No matter what, we have faith on you,God.
Please be with us (me and roommate)
AMEN

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