Why?

I can't stand anymore! Even in a few minutes..
I really2 cannot accept all this kind of challenge that you give me,God.
Please.. Let me free from this kind of place.
I really2 feel like there's no one here really can help me.
So much misery. So much tears. So much hurting.
God, please listen to me..
Pleaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeee I beg on you...
This place really kill my soul.
I am lost! Kinda lost and cannot find my way home.
3 weeks is enough for me.
I really don't need 1 months to learn from this place.
I rather choose die than alive if u give me a choices.
Why not you take me away?
Why must u test my soul?
Why me?
WHY?